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It is a short beginning which I decided to write just to pent up a little bit. So last week I've applied to some big titles on the Japan's fintech industry and finally today I got the rejection letters for all of them. I do expect this already, with how it seems that my application didn't even get past through the screening. It's infuriating, tbh. More because I don't know whether it's because my lack of experience, my lack of "title", or the I-don't-know-what that makes my application deemed not enough. I feel like I want to proceed with cold approach (?) after this, and maybe try checking LinkedIn for other available jobs (I swear Japan Dev and Tokyo Dev ain't really helping as of right now).

It's 87 or 86 days into Comipara and I really, really, really, need to start speedrunning my book. It's unhealthy to not start making any effort on it. While this is definitely sidetracking me too much from my goal which to jump over to the animeland, I feel like this is essential. I might be just coping, but better than stay depressed, I guess.?

Going to office right now doesn't seem to be pretty fun because how bad it's raining lately. At least I don't want to get the downpours while I'm still commuting. Now I am considering to really build back my old habit of going to office by MRT instead of Gojek. It's always been more economical, but damn my sleep schedule is really messing me around. So does that means the first node after the topological sort for this is to fix my sleep schedule? I really need to think over that now, or to actually make a graph and do the topology sort.

Oh yeah, Arknights Endfield is having it's first day today. But for some reason, I don't feel the hype. The characters are nice, I mean, Yyvone (how do you spell it smh) seems really hot. But maybe it's because I don't want to interact with the fandom, or to be seen, or to be involved. The image that the fandom are filled with elitist still stuck in my head. Don't blame me.

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So yeah, I wrote this while I'm queueing for TJ. It do be raining pretty hard, so I'm practically taking a risky move, which is to go to LMN. I feel like I want to just come home fast, but it doesn't feel fun. Though, in one way I want to sleep because goddamn it's so nice to sleep.

Still a little bit pissed by the rejection email I received, but maybe I'll just say that it's their waste. Like, I believe I can deliver really big values and it's just a もったいない thing to ignore my existence. Though, I still need to further prove that I have something, which is by using sirkel.id or my books.

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