I've been thinking about what happened during the past one week, and I have learned from the pain of being sick and unable to do anything. I have a lot of things being scheduled forward and to not being able to progress on any of them is just a total bummer. I think it's the moment where the wheel says that it's time for you to go to the bottom part.

But what I learned the most is the fact that you cannot try to progress when you are getting setbacks. In my case, being sick and unable to do anything, which real sucks, but on top of it, even after I tried to make some progress, it wasn't any effective. It taught me that I'll need to fix myself and get healthy first before I can start work towards the future. And it kinda opened my eyes. Anything that I want to pursue, it would be a lot better if I have some right foundation to get myself ahold to. And in this very case, a healthy body and mind.

As I feel like I'm getting better and can finally say that I'm mostly healthy now, I started to grind back for the story of several of gacha games I'm playing. And one particular spoiler on Blue Archive really triggered me good. But sadly, as I opened the Vol. EX of the story, I found myself still stuck on the very first episode. I now doubt if I can still call myself a fan.

But I think that's the push. As I became more and more able to reserve a time for myself in the night, for my own amusement, I think it's really the time to catch up to all the gacha game stories I promised myself I should've been reading.

下

I went through the "important" parts. And all I can say is that, it's time to... accept.

I have no words. Today's log entry will be dedicated for them.

「よく頑張ったね…」

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日記#25: To Progress and To Move On